Lonely

Methinks am good at being alone.

Though one would love to have some company around to share the experience and moments, I think I can do without one..but tell you what, I have been the company to most of my friends and my cousins...but I don't recall dragging anyone out for my work..unless it's a combined work I would much rather go out alone!! don't know why...but as I write this...I feel like I need some company...have to do lot of shopping for the wedding..

Most time when I am alone..I feel depressed and I'll start thinking nobody loves me...sometimes Yes I do think that...it's kind of silly I know. I always dream about traveling alone, go on trekking, adventure trip and watching movie alone. but i secretly know that i can’t do that.

Today I am having some private time with my thoughts and I think I got some stuff figured out.

at some point of my me-time, I really felt like crying some tears of joy and the real crying..

My weird weird weird mind..what else you will make me feel ???