Good Listener or a good conversationalist

For now, am going to pretend that I am a regular blogger.

I have often wondered if I am a good listener or a good conversationalist and I know who I am

even before the question is finished. I have had my days when I had wished I was more vocal about my feelings.

For me listening comes natural..I definitely feel that I have the knack of getting down to the understanding level of whoever is sharing their stories, sorrows, happiness or whatever that may be. I can be more compassionate..and I'd call myself a people's person.

Hey, for no reason I am called a secret locker or secret sponge by my friends. One of my closest pal had suggested that I should have take up psychology. She always told me I would have made a fine psychiatrist..

What I feel or how am able to listen with such keen interest is the trust the person has one me.I definitely feel if there is anything that you can give to someone in the world which is so precious is the TIME.

I definitely have no intention to degrade or insult that for anything in the world.

I love my friends for trusting me with their whatever that is.

And yeah, what would irritate me sometimes is that..after they are done with all sharing, some people would say don't tell anybody about it....Ewwwww...what a nasty thing to say ...All my reply would be...buddy if you trust me..please share or take a pass on it...I definitely don't want anyone to question my loyalty. Hey above all am a true CAPRICORN...Loyalty is what I am best at!!

And now, discussing about why am I writing all this...did I need someone to listen to my unsaid worries? who knows..there are times when I confuse myself...I don't figure sometimes what the fuss is all about...It's like a huge battle between my mind and heart...I feel like there are two people fighting...one with pride..one with feelings...CRAP..

I am not good in letting people know how I feel, I hide my emotions that too weakest of them all very well..is it the question of acceptance or just don't want to burden others with my problems is beyond my understanding...

However...writing all this on this blog makes me think otherwise..do I really be looking for someone to share my feelings or am I kidding myself ???