Just Catching Up!!!!

and that is so tiresome..Just the idea of catching up with blogging tires me. Why? It's a reminder of how disorganised I can be, is a reminder of how I let procrastination take better of me, it's a reminder of my failed attempt at my creativeside, it's a biggest reminder of what I call my own let-downs. 

On and Off vowing to catch up with doing what I'd love to do most ie. blogging. Alas, it's my space and  I can be whatever I can be, without pretense, ofcourse I have a public listing for this blog and I should be atleast honest with myself as what I portray myself as here. 

I have always wished to call spade-a- spade..but have I dared..you can bet, not at all times.

Lots of happy moments and few unbearable moments formed my Feb and march till now. 

I somehow still fighting to come in terms with the demise of my maternal grandmother. 

The other day I went up to my terrace as I wanted to lose myself in the cool breeze that once in blue moon chennai weather offers..mean time, caught up with cloud watching..as a kid, me and my cousin would do cloud watching very often at Ambathurai Railway Station...I got nostalgic and was wondering how it would feel to be a bird, fly high..as I want to write carefree, my mind thinks otherwise as the harsh reality of "every living being must be cautious always in order to survive" strikes me. 

Anyways, Just wanted to put in my random thoughts over here and here again I promise myself to be a regular blogger and jot my thoughts down....but lets find out who wins.....