my schooling- Very First Post by my sister Geethi

I am geethi from 9 th iam here to say about my school days, first and foremost I will start with my teachers and I almost love all my teachers except Mrs. Joice . She is one among the maths teachers. ok enough of saying about my teachers, now i 'll start with my friends. my friends are the most precious gift from god. In 2007 & 08 I had two of my best friends namely Niki and Mona. They were so totaly good and helpful. Because of that stupid miss joice we were separated into 2 divisions. so we lost all our happiness, in the sense our last year farewell party, children's day etc. next year 2009 was like, i thought it will be boaring but it was okkkkkkkk, i was sitting alone for 2 to 3 days, there came a new pretty girl , tirsha samuel and she became my best friend. there is a brillia nt girl in our class named nrithiya ,a guitarist named leah, and a singer named cherry. i was introduced by tirsha to this group as geedi, geets and dewlly.there are like so awesome and sweet to me. at first i thought so really discused to be in that group but after some days i felt fineeeeeeeee and comfortable with them. and then they all became really close to meeeee, we all used to have lots of fun and enjoy our school days by doing some naughty things like buncking, talking funny things about teachers , going to canteen during P.T period etc... we guys never used fight with each other but i am not sure WE MAY... during bio or phy period we used to pass letters by writing HEY DUH!!!! WAT'S UP and so.......on. I had already said that we guys never used to fight but atlast it happened, a fight between leah and nrithu , we three does'n know what had happened within them, but they were so crazyly fighting by using loads of bad and dum woards, we guys were trying to console them but then....... Days passed, but still they did'nt talk with each other, i meen still today. WILL BE CONTINUED!!....... I WISH THEY WILL BECOME TOGETHER AGAIN. BYYYEEEEEEEEE.......!

Day Out with Babies

Yeah....gonna have loads of fun today with my sisters....After some two or three months we all hitting Sathyam Cinemas today to catch a show of Kanden Kadhalai....Honestly I am no big fan of remake movies, I will always end up criticizing more. I somehow feel original versions are best. Oh yeah by the way Kanden Kadhalai is remake version of Jab We Met. I loved the plot,bubbliness and liveliness of kareena, though I am no big fan of her. Hmmm am sure I will end up comparing Kareena and Tamannah. Besides I like Tamannah's lip movements.

Ha, me and my sisters Geethi, Sonu & Ammu are gonna have very very very light breakfast today. We want space to hog the famous Sathyam Cinemas POPCORN. I donno about others but me and my sisters would love to go to Sathyam just for popcorn's, don't care however bad the movie might be!!! It's not that we don't get good popcorn's elsewhere, but the sheer combination of butter and popcorn is just worth spending. And we always make sure to ask for extra butter.
We always make a pact of not touching others popcorn bucket.
Hopefully the pact will be intact !!!!!!!!! Got to go now to get ready..
see ya blog..

Wishlist

Ahem...bet it would be any one's favorite thing to do, write up their wish lists....am no different!!
Here I go...Few things I've always wanted to do and wanting to do..yeah, damn right I will keep editing as in the list grows or the wish gets fulfilled....
bullets or numbers?????? hmmmm lets see

• Visit Newzealand and do bungee jumping and all adventurous activities it has to offer


• Do certification course on photography and become a good photographer if not famous


• Want to learn to paint better and how to draw a portrait


• Go on trekking alone


• Go on a long trip with my buddy Fathima, just the two of us or with our respective husbands

PS - Me and faths already have talked about what to do on the trip!

• Take my family to overseas trip, I so wish that all my aunts and cousins should also be there


• Visit Athirampally falls in Kerala.


• Kulu Manali - Yeah good place for a Honeymoon I guess


• Involve myself in more of social servicing activities.. Each One Teach One is the Idea I came up with when I was studying 10th std, shall talk about more on that.


• Go on a trip with my mega stars gang with their hubbies as it gives an opportunity to get to know better


• Talk with more adages.

to be continued.......

Nothing Much

Here I am , after a brief hiatus to pen down my random thoughts.....I don't have any idea of writing a particular topic or facts as I write on...I am just gonna go with the flow....huh..What a relief of not having to think about a title and mull over the thoughts on...it's great this way...don't have to restrict myself on writing about one particular title at one time..What a great joy it is to actually write the same thing over and over in many sentences!! oh boy!! clear indication that am out of words or thoughts....hahaha

Middle of work, taking a break to be with my blog for sometime...feels good...It's a rendezvous me with myself....Actually speaking I didn't had the guts to get into my blog and feel disgusted over myself for not being able to keep up my words on writing often...It reminds me of how disoriented I can be and I hate being that way..

Know what, this blog is not helping me either nor making me feel any better....it's better I finish this off and move onto next blog and find some inspiration to write the next one....

So long,

Feeling Void

How can one really describe how it feels like to feel void..unless experienced no one would even come close to imagine the pain....The void caused by loved ones are the worst kinda feeling any human being can go through!

What exactly causes the VOID feeling...when we expect so much from someone and the other person doesn't even notice..There are so many emotions any person undergoes, the feeling of sadness come little close to feeling heaviness in the heart.

It's worse for people who don't let their feelings know to the person who has caused it..Words would definitely fail to bring the feeling alive..

Sadness causes depression..feeling void inside the heart can easily bring out the worst in the person that the undergoing person wouldn't even have thought in their wildest dreams that they can feel and do such worse things...One who overcomes this, will win because there is no other feeling in the world can be this bad...So when the person can overcome feeling void...he can overcome anything...

Will I overcome ????

Lost and Found

I moved, moved across the state,

left my friends,dreams and was in sorry state,

Never knew what was going to happen with my fate.

First day at school

and nothing was cool,

tears came down my cheeks like waterfall.

New state, new language, new feeling

had no friends to talk thus kept staring at the ceiling,

greatly confused, only feeling of "LOST" kept flowing.

As days passed, everything changed,

longing for known soul suppressed,

and naturally with everyone I mingled.

Studies became the priority,

As scoring for board exams was a sheer necessity,

I knew I'd be lost otherwise and it'd be great pity.

Evenings were meant for study,

and to get back home I used to be always ready,

Unknown fear settles as the sun sets,

and to ride at nights my mind always shivers.

There came a wonderful soul to help me fight my fear ,

and used to ride all along with me till my door ,

not only did I get a company

but also found a great friend to last forever.

I wholeheartedly thank God for giving me such wonderful friend,

with whom I don't have to pretend and can rely on anytime indeed.

Words can never makeup for showing my gratitude,

for being there for me at all odds and for being a great dude.

I know I have made you cry,

but you always do think for my joy,

Where on earth do I find such a selfless soul?

With all my heart and soul,

Thank you for being there for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Excuse

I have so been meaning to write for the past few months..yet something kept me from pouring my feelings, my creative writing and my imagination from writing. Of course there can never be appropriate excuse for not doing what I love the most.

Hmm, there have been moments about which I wanted to write...happy and sad too. But then on analyzing my own articles I felt I have been writing about sad things...over all I felt it's giving me a negative energy, hence I wanted to buy sometime to think over and start writing again..Nevertheless I am happy now on getting the hang of writing again..

Yes this time, there won't be any promises to myself about keep on writing and publishing posts unless I really feel like.

With that note ...

Happily blogging..Madhu

Hoping

Silent Night

I cry my eyes out

Unknown of my future fact

today, I failed to keep myself intact

Tomorrow I will let myself out

To test my gut 

By promising this act

I am keeping my hopes afloat!!!

Intermittent Love

Oops..title sounds fishy....

nothing serious as it sounds....I am just falling in love with trying out my culinary skills.

Boy, finding the Chef in me was a hard wait...but I dare say it was worth the wait.

It all started watching some videos of cooking just out of inquisitiveness to find the recipe of fish finger which happens to be APPU's favourite dish. 

Though I never tried that dish, I went on exploring on my other favorite tastes. 

I have a thing for sweets so it was quite obvious that I tried my hands on sweets first.

I must say, before I started of venturing into cooking, I had a clear thought in my mind of not trying the same usual stuffs which my mom or my relatives make. I wanted to make dishes or sweets which none had tried making in my family before. 

As it happened, I love rasmalai and got hold of a simpler form of making rasmalai through Showmethecurry makers. That was my first venture and I made rasmalai within half an hour of watching the video and the taste was exquisite.

Then I wanted to try my hands of my favorite Chicken. 

So far I made,

Butter chicken, Tandoori Chicken, Chicken Popcorn to name a few..

I must admit making tandoori chicken was quite an adventure by itself...I made my house into two in quest of making coal....I burnt dried coconut shells.. I had a small mud-pot which I used to make tandoori, quite frankly I was blown away by the taste ...nothing less than hotel tastes... I loved the smell of  smokiness which was included into the flavour..

Thus, my journey started, I expected it to go onto next level and try my hands on different county dishes, but eventually ended up like the heading, intermittent!!!!!!!!!!

Beat the Heat

What was I thinking, can I really beat the chennai's synonym "hot weather". Talking about chennai's weather, I recall an incidence happened in convergys, a technician was over the phone with a US customer, apparently they were having a chit-chat while the customer was rebooting her systems which forms the part of troubleshooting steps. 

The technician was very inquisitive to know the weather types of where customer live, and quite obviously the customer happened to ask the same abouts of the place where the technician is in, Convergys was at Bangalore, but the technician hailed from chennai, so answered oh we enjoy only three types of weather in chennai and that is HOT, HOTTER  & HOTTEST, much to my amusement the customer bursted out laughing seeing the humour in technician portrayal of mere weather.

Hmm, apart from humour, chennai's heat is most vulnerable. Lucky ones are those who live in ground floor. Now that I live in first floor with no houses on top of my roof, the heat gladly flows down straight into our living area. Much worse is the nights, ah it becomes so unbearable, I usually become nothing but sulkier.

And funny part is every year the weather reports say, the temperature is like never before in the history. So everyyear the world is getting affected and that calls for some serious thinking about GLOBAL WARMING and every soul in this earth can make a huge difference if contributed together. 

Going back to basics won't hurt ....we must do some serious contribution to make the world a better place to live for our own sakes and for our next generation sakes too.

I have taken vow to use petrol, water and electricity wisely on my part.....and Yes I'll stick to my commitment on that vow.

Long live the world with prosperity!

"Dreamo Dream"

I must say it's quite fun dreaming through words!!!!!

Yes, I me and fats have been having gala time through gtalk living our dreams....might sound quite funny and immature...hey but then it's because of so many dreams we have all the privilege of living a luxurious life with all auto machines...

Boy, it's such a fun building conversation on things what me and fats would like to try and things we would like to indulge ourselves into...Hold on, whoever reading it....don't fancy the idea of us thinking of becoming that or this....We are very simple and yes we would like to keep our dreams also simple yet beautiful.....

hey c'mon I am just creating hype.....it's actually very very achievable and petty quests...like Treating ourselves to an exciting holiday at some exciting location,

Buying us few necessary accessories and show off..like nice pair of branded sneakers, goggles..

Booking ourselves into close to five class luxury resort..

Go on trekking on a full moon night to a hilltop and lie down on the grass and watch stars..haha

(Of course we dreamt of taking our loved ones too.....it's hard to resist hehe)

Get sulk, get pampered, get into spa, hit a makeover studio, buy nice cosmetics, designer wares, branded accessories, watch movies....

Few more and so on ...we started it as just as a conversation and found out how much happiness it gives to both of us and made it a routine to discuss on the THINGS TO TRY....THINGS WE WISH lists...

We both are natural sulky people and it's been quite a few days passed on since we promised that we both we will be happy forever for our own sakes....and yes the same number of days has been passed by since we miss on being happy....

As they HAPPINESS IS A STATE OF MIND...which is so true.....when we discuss those things, we travel into a kinda altered state where we find everything beautiful and serene...The mere talks of it brings us helluva joy....I wonder how it would be to experience it in real..

All in all I can say I have been introduced to new level of thinking about human state of mind....maybe I might sound so psychic....but that's not it....I wish everyone must plan something for a holiday and work towards making it come alive not just in imaginary sense...but in all sense god has given us.....

Fats me and you are definitely gonna rock.....Lot's to fill up on our lists!! 

Inshaallah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Water

I admire you,

for your power,

for your intensity,

I fear you,

for your outcry

for your depth,

I want you,

for your flow,

for your purity,

Oh Water,

with you the world breathe,

without you we all would cease.

"NO"

When the hell am I gonna learn to say "NO" ....

Saying "NO" is a big deal ................it is when it involves people who can have great influence !!

Exhibition-2009

Yet another trip to Annual Fair,Island grounds, Chennai. 28 Feb sat, after reciprocating to many calls made by my lovely darling sisters Geethi, Sonu, Ammu and Appu (oh, he was prompted to say "ba") I reached Mylapore just on time to catch up with the trip. 

Can we beat the heat, Oh no.. 'was hot evening. We all strolled towards the stalls, and headed towards Amaranth Yathra replica. (30 Rs. Per ticket). I must say all kids were thrilled to take a walk through the care full moulded thermals. At the corner of every supposedly hair-pin bend, there were a statue of deities, before which we all took turns and gracefully posed.

Then we went in Dora-Bujji's castle which was huge let down, our much anticipated trip inside the castle was for just the sadly lighted den with powdered thermal which kids picked up and tossed everywhere.

Me, saranya forcefully took Geethi inside the Ghost rider, which again was so drastically designed and didn't offer any element of surprise or thrill. We just came across small devils dressed up and wearing masks (which I later learnt from paper is that little devils are actually kids below14 working for daily wage of 30 or so. My heart cried for those kids the image published in the paper was even more heart moving. It stated kids almost had to work non-stop wearing those heavy costumes and masks, worst of all the heat they had to bear inside those stalls and grab a bite if only they get a chance. Wonder why such gruel some incidents happen to those kids where in they should be out playing and acting their age).

And the highlight of the trip next to me and saranya riding on I forgot the name of the ride, more similar to pirate ship or the Columbus is our own star hero APPU's cute little performance.

Just as we were walking towards the exit, the stage was orchestrated and they were performing some medley. I was carrying Appu, he swiftly got down listening to the music and got on dancing, I cursed my phone and camera batteries as both were dead at the moment left me disgusted at not capturing Appu's moves. Once the song got over we started walking towards the car, after say 3-4 mins they started music, appu didn't wanting to dance where he was  walked all the way back towards the stage and started dancing again. I had to run behind him to catch hold, apparently the song was not up to his tastes and he though better of dancing and started heading to the car....and thus our pretty trip ended..that was fun!!!!!

South Korean Movies

There I go, investing my non-working hours in wathcing South Korean Movies.

To name few,

100 days with Mr. Arrogant,

Daisy

Seducing Mr.Perfect

Millionaire's first Love

Art of Seduction

and few more......

My heart was so lightened watching these cute movies. I must admit I never would have believed if I heard that the S.Korean movie industry makes such nice and light hearted movies if I hadn't seen them. I am always a comedy lover, if it's romantic comedies then it's double treat. 

I was at my wits end and I even SMS'ed my uncle that he must make remake of any of these movies.

I liked Korean movies for it's 'elan. Fantastic camera works, extraordinary music and simple plot, we can relate so much of it to our everyday lives. ah, I must give a wow to leading actresses facial expressions, who could believe that they emote so much with their face, given consideration of their small eye structures. I was taken by surprise with the charm and charisma of hero's. I never thought they could be so macho and yet so charismatic.

Folks, if you love to experiment and of course wanting to know cross cultures, go ahead and get friendly with your YouTube. It saves our trouble of not understanding the language. Many dear contributors have uploaded with English subtitles. 

Life's easy, isn't it???

Now I can hear ..Look who's talking!!! 

Just Catching Up!!!!

and that is so tiresome..Just the idea of catching up with blogging tires me. Why? It's a reminder of how disorganised I can be, is a reminder of how I let procrastination take better of me, it's a reminder of my failed attempt at my creativeside, it's a biggest reminder of what I call my own let-downs. 

On and Off vowing to catch up with doing what I'd love to do most ie. blogging. Alas, it's my space and  I can be whatever I can be, without pretense, ofcourse I have a public listing for this blog and I should be atleast honest with myself as what I portray myself as here. 

I have always wished to call spade-a- spade..but have I dared..you can bet, not at all times.

Lots of happy moments and few unbearable moments formed my Feb and march till now. 

I somehow still fighting to come in terms with the demise of my maternal grandmother. 

The other day I went up to my terrace as I wanted to lose myself in the cool breeze that once in blue moon chennai weather offers..mean time, caught up with cloud watching..as a kid, me and my cousin would do cloud watching very often at Ambathurai Railway Station...I got nostalgic and was wondering how it would feel to be a bird, fly high..as I want to write carefree, my mind thinks otherwise as the harsh reality of "every living being must be cautious always in order to survive" strikes me. 

Anyways, Just wanted to put in my random thoughts over here and here again I promise myself to be a regular blogger and jot my thoughts down....but lets find out who wins.....

Goodbye

Feb 5, 2009
Am short of words to describe the loss. 

I will write up after sometime...

Avva..May your soul be rest in peace.....You were the epitome of love

Laughing my guts out

When was the last time I laughed hysterically or crawled on the floor laughing my guts out...Laughed so much that it hurted?

Well did I in recent times?hmmmmmm lemme thik,

Oh yeah,, Jamal from Slumdog Millionaire made me laugh...or did he made me smile..yes it's smile..well then we are talking about laughing my guts out right..

Yes.Yes .. I remember..it's been quite long.. the last time I laughed hysterically was at the mention of my blog..not really someone mentioned..I was quite literally ( I wouldn't say begging) asking my bro and Prasanna to read my posts ...haha..boy what a good time I had..I couldn't control laughing about the fact that they both were least bit interested in reading my posts and me pestering to read it.. quite a fun it was...

I want more of those moments.. I get so jealous of people who can laugh to their heart content just at the drop of a hat....

Why can't I ?

Latino

Ever wondered why we use latin terms so often .....not to forget Enlish too which has become our way of live...

Ad hoc

AM/PM

Bonafide

Magnum Opus

Modus Operandi

Carpe Diem

Curriculam Vitae

E.G,.

Per Annum

Via

Vice Versa

There may be more of it...

madhumitha111

Hi,

Madhumitha111 explained....why 111 - was born on Jan(01) 11 ..hehe...stupid it seems...am just posting this because I want a hit first when I google madhumitha111....

I, Me, Myself

And, Why am I sad? or am I just looking for reasons to be sad? Am I getting good comfort level in that state of mind...or am I so preoccupied with my own thoughts and looking at the world at my little broad perceptive mind? Why am I denying simple pleasures and little enjoyments to my own self? Am I thinking unfair to be happy? or is it a preventive measure to not get hurt?

Why am I thinking nothing's worth anything..Am I out of my ownself, have I lost my sense of humour somewhere, have I lost my sanity in the process of going old...???

Or is it 'cos am getting old and completing 25 yrs today in this world?

with the flow of endless questions and quests,

I,Me, Myself!!!!!!!!!!

Megastars

There was a star, then two stars and soon there were eight stars:

One aloof, two together, three bonding and the rest gathering:

First year all eight stars were unknown to each other and their light

Second year all eight stars were closer to each other and shared their light

Third year all eight stars become inseparable and began shining bright

They shone bright all the way through thick and thin

And never missed a chance to have their share of Fun

They moved together, fought together

and a crown of glory they won together

They created sparx 

to leave behind their marks

'twas their fun filled joyous moment

That's how they gave their statement

Two were huge, few were cute and one was short

but the size really didn't matter right? 

As long as they were insight

So the eight were named MEGASTARS 

Few went south and some went north

chasing the dreams became their duty henceforth

seeing one another became once in fortnight

Nevertheless, all were connected to each other as a birth right

As the years pass by, 

the distance between the stars grew high

Few stars union with different stars came by

rest of the stars got together with a huge relief sigh

Nine years pass by, 

with only happiness so high

with a promise of doubling the joy

came other stars together without any sigh

As a rule of happiness and sorrow

came a star with a thought so narrow

with no mercy left the other stars in pain that no one can borrow

"HE"

"He Giveth and He taketh away"

Philosophy of life: hadn't I heard of those two powerful truth I would have gone insane. Why insane...Yes it's really tough to deal with losing things or people we never thought we could live without it or them....but in life nothings stays forever

and If I had to lay my hands on some power...be it from mere joy of cooking, be it in power to command others and go over the head about these things...then definitely I would have gone insane....

As I grow..I have learnt to accept things as it is..but haven't mastered the art..still my heart bleeds over any loss of things which I consider precious...

As I grow I have learnt to observe so many things in closer proximity and understand but haven't mastered the art to tackle with those unfortunate situations ...

As I grow...I have learnt to grow old in more beautiful manner...learning to love unconditional, learning to devote with purity at heart..learning to sacrifice without any selfish motive, learnt to lend without expecting in return....learnt to live with both joy and sorrow...

Yes life is indeed beautiful in it's own way even when I am in pain too.......

To hell with it!!!

Felt like saying to hell with it to everything and everyone.....................so the title...no offense meant to anyone.....Just the sleeplessness taking it's toll on me....

Been in my mind for long

It's been in  my mind for long time .......How I wish I get my hands on that... am really not gonna reveal until I make sure I get that. 

People do say that if we want something with whole of our heart and whole of our being, with good intention and prayer one would definitely get what they wish. Until now I had my prayers for world peace and health and prosperity to my near and dear ones. I never had any solid reason to pray for my own wish, I have somehow declared that to be very selfish activity. Now I have realised that's been in my mind for long time now, and subconsciously has become my dream too and out of it I only have intention and welfare of my near and dear ones and few unknowns too..

I'll await !!!!!!!

Welcome..2009

I wholeheartedly welcome 2009. You bet 2009, you have a very important role to play this year. I am having loads of faith in you and have loads of realistic hopes too....better get working to fulfill atleast few of those.............and I hope this year to be as funny and as innocent as the picture displayed...a total joyous year

Welcome 2009.....