Goodbye, 2008

I've been dying to say Goodbye to you 2008. The day has finally come to say goodbye to you, for you have taught me so many things and you have made me lose so many things this year.

There isn't a single day in this year where I could relate myself to be the happiest on the earth. Not necessary that I should feel happier all the time, but atleast!!!

Anyways, I have had thoughts for regretting you, 2008 for my lifetime, but I have decided to let go of you. I am just gonna carry few wonderful moments and forget all the dreadful days I have had in this year. Nevertheless it reallt wouldn't be fair on my part not to say "Thank You" because you have taught the beautiful essence of life and the inevitable failure too. 

You have made me rethink, rediscover myself. You have taken me to trips which I never thought would go through. You have given me pain which I never thought I would bare, you have taught me failure, which I never thoght I would encounter. 

Few bright moments:

Few dark moments:

Sometimes, somethings are better left unsaid!

Goodbye, 2008

Mr. Perfect

Me and one of my friends were there attending a training session, boring one. So we decided to do something useful and started jotting down on how or what are the qualities there should be in a guy. Me and my friend kinda shared great wavelength and invariably we had same thoghts too . So we went adding and building the list. To add, only few points I remember now.. see priorities changes as we grow.. hmm so we agreed on common wills like, not many points on appearances as we focused on the charateristics more. like he should be tall, he should be moderate rich, he should be tolerant and patient, he should not argue...but should argue at times when we feel like, basically he should be reacting exactly what we want and on his own too sometimes..many were unrealistic ideas..but who cares it was a nice pass....

And after some time, one of the fellow trainee he just happen to notice us and took the book from our hand and he read that. A very shocked reaction he had in his face and all he could manage to say was............idhella gunangallum venumna neenga 5  pera kalyanam pannikanum paravaillaya???????????????

Means.. If you want all the writtten characteristics then you gals should be marrying five men!!!!!

Mom

Oh Mom,

When I needed all the warms;

you took me into your arms

You lent me your lap;

to take a little nap

You pull me to your chest;

when I need little rest

You nourish me within your wings;

and put up with all my moodswings

All I did was scolding;

all that you did was loving

I dared not look into your eyes;

when I did little mischiefs

When I was in bed recovering;

you also took all the suffering

Whenever I used to cry in pain;

your heart bleeded with affection

When I was inside you I kicked you hard;

now I am young and you keep me on guard

All I do is dream for me;

and you give your life for me

Selfish defines me;

Selfless defines you

I felt happy because I took part in a drama;

therefore you felt happier too and that's no drama

Jolly time, in a waterfall I slipped;

In that fear it's your heartbeat that slipped

I go here, I go there, I go eveywhere;

And for me you are here, here and here

I boast what I earn spending only for myself;

and you boast amongst your friends showing all that by yourself

All I did was scolding;

all that you do is loving

Little did I know you have a heart of your own?

little did I know that you have a dream to care on?

Later I came to know that your dreams are all for my happiness;

and at that instance I made a decision to give you all the happiness

Oh Mom,

Sorry if I ever were insensitive;

now on my love for you will be intensive

God created earth, god created water;

God needed love, therefore he created every mother

I wanted reason for my birth;

I saw my mom and am ready for my death.

To mom, with love

madhuma.