Feeling Void

How can one really describe how it feels like to feel void..unless experienced no one would even come close to imagine the pain....The void caused by loved ones are the worst kinda feeling any human being can go through!

What exactly causes the VOID feeling...when we expect so much from someone and the other person doesn't even notice..There are so many emotions any person undergoes, the feeling of sadness come little close to feeling heaviness in the heart.

It's worse for people who don't let their feelings know to the person who has caused it..Words would definitely fail to bring the feeling alive..

Sadness causes depression..feeling void inside the heart can easily bring out the worst in the person that the undergoing person wouldn't even have thought in their wildest dreams that they can feel and do such worse things...One who overcomes this, will win because there is no other feeling in the world can be this bad...So when the person can overcome feeling void...he can overcome anything...

Will I overcome ????

Lost and Found

I moved, moved across the state,

left my friends,dreams and was in sorry state,

Never knew what was going to happen with my fate.

First day at school

and nothing was cool,

tears came down my cheeks like waterfall.

New state, new language, new feeling

had no friends to talk thus kept staring at the ceiling,

greatly confused, only feeling of "LOST" kept flowing.

As days passed, everything changed,

longing for known soul suppressed,

and naturally with everyone I mingled.

Studies became the priority,

As scoring for board exams was a sheer necessity,

I knew I'd be lost otherwise and it'd be great pity.

Evenings were meant for study,

and to get back home I used to be always ready,

Unknown fear settles as the sun sets,

and to ride at nights my mind always shivers.

There came a wonderful soul to help me fight my fear ,

and used to ride all along with me till my door ,

not only did I get a company

but also found a great friend to last forever.

I wholeheartedly thank God for giving me such wonderful friend,

with whom I don't have to pretend and can rely on anytime indeed.

Words can never makeup for showing my gratitude,

for being there for me at all odds and for being a great dude.

I know I have made you cry,

but you always do think for my joy,

Where on earth do I find such a selfless soul?

With all my heart and soul,

Thank you for being there for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Excuse

I have so been meaning to write for the past few months..yet something kept me from pouring my feelings, my creative writing and my imagination from writing. Of course there can never be appropriate excuse for not doing what I love the most.

Hmm, there have been moments about which I wanted to write...happy and sad too. But then on analyzing my own articles I felt I have been writing about sad things...over all I felt it's giving me a negative energy, hence I wanted to buy sometime to think over and start writing again..Nevertheless I am happy now on getting the hang of writing again..

Yes this time, there won't be any promises to myself about keep on writing and publishing posts unless I really feel like.

With that note ...

Happily blogging..Madhu